February 2012
115 posts
STP; Medicine spoon.
Aced it on my first try.
(:
Trust me, reading as much material as you can on the topic is SO helpful.
I passed as male to a majority of people today.
Wasn’t packing.
Wasn’t binding.
Just got my ears peirced.
They even saw my name was Tiffany.
I think passing has a lot to do with mindset. If you project masculinity, it doesn’t even matter if you’re wearing a dress.
Sometimes I wonder What it would feel like to wake up in the morning and have my outsides match how I feel on the inside.
I don’t blatantly feel like a woman on the inside. If my insides could emerge and paint over my outsides, I’d have thin hips and broad shoulders. I’d have a jawline. Long legs and arms. Size ten feet. Muscles I just happened to be born with.
I feel male.
I...
almost four days
just a few hours shy of 96 hours without nicotine. without a cigarette.
pretty damn happy. I had ONE craving today, and its because I was thinking about how I can’t wait for summer with the windows rolled down, driving around, and a smoke hanging between my lips.
Then I shook my head and said, “Nawh, that’s pretty gross.”
My friend David’s quitting too. And eek!...
Anonymous asked: Where in Minnesota are you from?
I have a lot on my mind
I hope Abby goes to Mankato.
They have film classes there that I want to take. To wake up and actually want to go to school? Damn straight. Plus. It’d be a new life.
I’m feeling good though about the quitting smoking :)
Haven't had a cigarette in 48 hours...
I’m still having withdrawals.
I still want a cigarette.
But I know, if I were to allow myself to smoke, after the first puff I’d hate myself so deeply I would probably vomit. I won’t give in to the addiction.
As much as my Fiance doesn’t believe in me, as much as smoking has made things easier, as much as a beer and a cigarette go hand in hand, I WILL NOT.
I’m...
natural.
i’m looking up natural ways to boost my testosterone levels. i’m trying to tone muscle and lose weight in my chest.
the thought of actually being on T unnerves me. mostly because I don’t want my clit to grow, or my hair to receed. the heart risk’s also unnerve me. i want to be me. i don’t want to entirely alter my body. yes. there are parts of T that i would want....
Going to be hitting the gym in 30 minutes. Hope...
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watching shitty movies on hulu is my shit
feedingthefeeling asked: I saw you post on some blog i cant remember the name of now. but it was a picture of you and i just have to say i really like your hair cut! it suits you quite nicely. and then i found out you're a writer and i had to follow you hahah so hello!
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i’m tempted to write and i miss how easily beautiful words used to pour out from my fingertips. it’s like my brain has soldered shut the arteries that used to connect my emotions to words. a creativity that once dripped like a leaky faucet, collecting in the corners of a paper sink, has now been repaired but the internal pipes are clogged. the water pressure diminished. no sense in...
